I gave up on this thing a while ago. But now I am back and better than ever. I am finally over her. She no longer rules my every though, dream, or moment in my life. The sad thing is that I was severely depressed over her. I couldn't have her so she was all I thought about. I was torturing myself by trying to be around her as much as possible.
She recently broke up with her boyfriend and she was absolutely heartbroken. I was out of town when it happened, but I realized that I was not insanely happy when I heard the news. In fact I felt for her and was saddened by the news because I new just how in love she was with him. That's when I realized that I was moving on. That's when I learned that my feelings had changed.
I began noticing little flaws that we starting to annoy me rather than me finding them adorable. From certain things she said to the way she did things. After a while the "crush" I had had basically gone away. I am happy that I am, now I can ficus on other things including someone new!
Instead of seeing little things I wanna buy for her, I am gonna start saving up for a few vacations. Now that I have a job, I will be able to afford to go back to the Bahamas with my mother, and Puerto Rico with a friend.
In other news I will be moving into my dorm room next week. I am excited to see everyone at school again, and also to see the new rooms. I am pumped.
Til tomorrow...
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